challenge

I think so far my biggest challenge for my manifesting experiment is deciding what I want.  I have spent the last 40 years doing things for other people.  I very seldom, if ever, can answer what I want, when asked.  I have done some real thinking in the past few months and have realized the prosperity that abounds around me.  I have beautiful, healthy, smart children; a great husband who (most of the time) at least TRIES to do his very best for me and the kids.  We have a large home and enough money to pay the bills and still have what we need.  I have turned my focus from the lack to seeing the prosperity and abundance that we do have. 

I think starting small is my best bet.  My biggest issue is to not worry about the "HOW" and just know that the universe will find a way.  Much like the speaker I heard  the other day who was sent to Saudi Arabia for work, which at first looked bad but ended up being the catalyst for all of the travel that he wanted to do.

I think that some time of reflection and intorspection is in order.  There are some things I want, I just don't know if they are apropriate for an experiment like this.  I want the bathroom remodel project completed (after 2 years), I want my daughter's bedroom remodel worked on, I want my yard done with a meditation garden, I want a vacation with my family and one with husband.  In reality, I think I want a wedding.  There are more things, like not having people hate me, but I can't change anyone but myself.  But as for something for this experiment, I just don't know.